31 July 2008

Take my Hands

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father knew his daughter was kind of scared so he asked her, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours... This message is too short......but carries a lot of Feelings.

Cheers everybody~! :)

30 July 2008

Akulah Sindarela~~

Sesaje je nak review pasal last episode slot drama Sindarela malam tadi.. Wow!! I never thought this Sindarela(ma fav tv slot) would ends like that.. me pk, of cos la Zoela akan choose to be with Hussein or Haidar.. and me choose for Zoela utk bersama Hussien.. cos me rase sgt kiut la die due org.. Dulu2 slalu gado and ends with they fall in luv with each other... yang me geram sgt si Hussein mentibang tu pe pasal la susah sgt nak expressed his feeling to Zoela..

Sian gak kat Zoela kene tggu lame sgt tuk taw ape yg Hussein rase towards her.. My fav part yg tak boley blah malam tadi bile si Haidar duk angkat si Zoe tu dekat batu2 tu, risau lak aku nengok.. kang tgolek dog anak org...ahakkkss.. and mase part yg si Hussein luahkan perasaan die kat Zoela.. Tetibe lak aku yg touch tyme tu lalalala...

Haidar lak tetibe lak wat keputusan drastik bagi Zoela(cm brg lak boleh men pass ek..lalalala) kat Hussein mentibang tu..
Wa salut la sama Haidar.. hahaha.. Last2.. Due2 pun Zoe pn tak pilih.. Me pk a typical Cindarella story would ending the princess and prince get married and live happily ever after.. ehehehe.. Zoe choose to not to choose both of them.. ehekk.. Suke jew aku ending die camtu..

Bab kate org ganu mmg bjork ah..lalala..
and my best part, bile cite tu dah nak abis.. me pun tak bape hengat the exact ayatnye..but yg satu ni me mmg ingat.. Cinta pertama tu tak semestinye bersatu(dun't u think it's so aight syang..lalala) Luahkan apa yang kita rase b4 it's too late.. At least the satisfaction is ours even kite tak bersama die.. hehehe.. Nice.. Cite yg sungguh besh.. me loike it.. hehehe..

Ni lagu2 OST Sindarela yg besh and me suke denga.. sempoi.. me just letak lirik je la k..

Cheers :)

Akulah Sindarela (Amylea Azizan)

Perlukah aku menanti dirimu
Dengan dirinya mengagungkan aku
Mestikah aku pergi bersamanya
Dengan dirimu sentiasa ku puja

Pabila hadirmu mengaburi hatiku
Meniti waktu mengisi saat kisah dongengku
Lakaran bahagiamu itu menjanjikan aku
Hanya akan selalu di dalam anganku

Aku, akulah Sindarela
Hatiku diriku anganku mimpiku
Cerita hidupku
Akulah Sindarela, Sindarela, Sindarela lala…

Aku, akulah Sindarela
Hatiku diriku anganku mimpiku
Cerita hidupku
Akulah Sindarela lala…

Sanggupkah aku hilangkan mimpiku Apa yang ku perlu antara keinginanku Adakah aku harus memilihnya Bila dirimu sentiasa ku puja

Warkah by Bau, OST Sindarela
Lagu: Chot Bau Lirik: Chot Bau/Bahri Uma

Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu melangkah namun tak berdaya terusku terus menunggu cinta yang takkan pernah

p/s Me paling suke watak MAK CIK MerY aka MaK Cik Microphone aka MAk Cik Karaoke ngan anak die yg cumil itew si Fezul yg telan LILIN..hahaha..memang lawak tahap nak terburai pewut la dorang berdue nie..ngiahahaha..

29 July 2008


huh.. hari ni tak tau le nape me sgt pening rse.. pale berdenyut-denyut dari tadi.. Alangkah beshnye lau dpt baring and tido.. Adeiisss pening betul.. :(
Me pun tak tau la nape.. Nak kate lom makan dah makan tadi.. Maybe sebab cuaca skang agak panas and buatkan me sgt malas nak trun bawah.. Nak telan panadol lu 2 biji.. Hope hilang pening and boley sambung keje cam biase..

23 July 2008

A Voyage of Emotion Disorder~~

::Salty coffee would taste so sweet::

He met this girl at a fair, a pretty, beautiful girl she was. Being pretty, so many young men would turn if she walks by and even more try to get near her.

And he was nothing but and ordinary guy. Who hardly could attract the attention of any girls? But he feels something when he saw that girl. Something unusual. So when the fair was finally over, he braved himself to the girl inviting her to join him a cup of coffee, as the night still early.

The girl was shocked for the unexpected invitation but still, she doesn't want to disappoint him. So off they go for a cup of coffee, to the nearby relaxing romantic coffee shop.

He was so nervous that she could even feel his hand trembling and how much his perspired. His throat seems so cold to even say anything when the girl started feel uneasy.

"Please say something. I really wanted to go home now" the girl says in her heart.

And suddenly he ask the waiter,

"Please bring me some salt for my coffee, would you?"

And all other people surround them started to turn and watched him. His face quickly turns red, but still he pick up a spoonful of salt, pour it into his coffee, stir and drink it.

Being a normal person, the girl with a surprised face then softly said,

"You really have a kind of weird taste."

"When I was still a kid, I live by the seashore. I loved to play at the beach, where I could feel the sea?bitter and salty.

Same as this coffee" he answered.

"Now?. every time I drink salty coffee, I will remember the time when I was young, my birthplace. I miss my hometown. I miss my parents who still lived there. And I miss them much" he continues with his eyes started to drop his tears.

The pretty girl was speechless. This indeed a touching story. From a man whispering his feelings about how much he misses his lovely home. She had never encountered such person in her whole life. Ever.

He is absolutely a man of love. A man who cares for his family. Who will never forget his responsibilities to his homes and families? There's no question about that she thought.

So the girl starts off a conversation. She tells him about her home. About her childhood?and that was a bright start of beautiful love story for both of them soon after that. They tied their new relationship and planting seeds of love.

And the girl realized that he was what she wanted from a man. Her dream of perfect match. He is tolerant, he is kind, and he is hot and full of passion?in short, he in the perfect man that she nearly neglects in the first place.

What luck with that cup of salty coffee!

Like any other romance, like any other fairy tales, a perfect end of unforgettable season: the handsome prince married the beautiful princess and they live happily ever after. So was them, finally they tied the knot and he marries the girl in the biggest wedding ceremony he could afford just to show how much he loves her.

And every time she makes her husband a cup of coffee, she will never forget to add a spoonful of salt, because she knew that was his favorite. 40 years have passed by, and the time has come for him to leave his wife eternally. Just before passed away, he wrote her a letter. A last word from a dying man to his beautiful and passion wife.

"My dear, please forgive me. Please forgive me for the lie that I have made in the whole my life. This was the only thing that I lied to you-about the salty coffee.

Do you still remember the first time we've met? I was so nervous at that time. I really wanted sugar for the coffee but as I was too nervous I asked for salt. I wanted to cancel it but I was too shy. So I let it be a salty coffee. I never thought that it will light up a conversation with you.

I tried to tell you the truth. Honestly I tried several times but I was too scared to be frank. Because I have promised to never hide anything from you. By the time you read this, I'll be gone forever. There's nothing I'm afraid of anymore. So I will tell you this:

I don't like salty coffee. Not at all!

But from the day I knew you; I always drink coffee that tasted so salty. I drink salty coffee till the end of my life. I never regretted all these things I've done to you. Ever. To be beside you was the happiest thing for me in my whole life.

If I ever be given a chance to live again, I will always try to know you and try to make you be my wife even that means I have to drink salty coffee over and over again."

When she finishes reading the letter, her tears has already dropped and fall onto the letter.

One day, another person asked her,

"How would the salty coffee taste like?"

And she will surely answered

"Salty coffee would taste so sweet."

p/s This story di petik dari zine setjiweluke(author:Izhan aka ma hubby)... The first time me read this story, me rase sedey sangat sampai tak sedar air mata menitik.. so touched.. Sedalam itu sayangnya sorang suami pd sorang isteri.. wut a very inspiring story to be read by everybody outside there.. That salty coffee tasted so bad but cos his love to his wife~he never cares about how it tasted.. He just cares the feeling of the coffeemaker(his wife)... So, cite ni mmg me takkan lupe..Just want to share.. so enjoy.. cheers~~

22 July 2008

Garuda langgar Opisku~~

Fuuhhh.. Dah rupe pasar malam pun ade bile guest aku dari Redang singgah opis b4 dorang blik.. hehehe.. Ramai2 pakat serang aku.. ekekeke.. Akak Azlina, you rock betul la.. seronok melayan dorang tadi.. Sempat lagi ajak aku ikut dorang jalan2.. abes lau aku ikut, sape lak nak jage opis neh.. aduii la.. cam2 kerenah.. skali ngn kak azlina tadi ade 2 org mat salleh.. Dari england gitew.. uwwahhh dy nye accent sgtlah british.. jenuh aku pasang tinge pe dy ckp.. Dorang wat payment pakai credit card tadi.. Tapi card decline, huhu.. sib bek card lagi satu tu tk decline.. Hehe..

Hurmm.. Besh gak berada dalam komuniti Wisana nie.. Seme org sporting, dpt huliday free lagi kt Redang.. InsyaAllah lau bilik still de kosong aku ngn hubby nak pergi Redang 1 Ogos nie.. Aku Jeles betul, hubby tu citer betape beshnye snorkeling.. huh.. Hampeh jew.. Wat aku tak sabar jew nak snorkeling gak.. Ekkekeke... Now, Wisana dah jadi a part of my life.. Penah terfikir nak cari keje lain yg gaji cam best sikit, but sgt syang nak tnggalkan Wisana.. En Azhar, En Hassan, Nazri, Azrin, Abg Awi, Abg Lan, dan seme warga Wisana dah jauh tersemat di hati aku.. Aku sorang jew staff pompuan pat sini.. ekekeke.. Tapi dorang sgt besh... hehehe..
Keep up the gud work Wisana..

15 July 2008

Cinta Umpama Menunggu Bas~~

Bila bas tu datang, awak nengok bas tu dan awak kata pada diri awak, "Eee...penuhnya...tak de tempat duduk." Jadik, awak katakan pada diri awak, "Saya akan tunggu bas yg lain." Awak pun biarkan bas tu berlalu dan awak tunggu pulak bas yg lain.

Kemudian, datang pulak bas yg kedua. Awak nengok bas tu dan awak akan cakap, "Eee...bas ni buruk sgt... mesti tak selesa. Dan mungkin bas ni akan rosak kat tengah jalan." Jadi, awak pun biarkan bas buruk tu berlalu dan awak bercadang untuk tunggu bas yang seterusnya.

Setelah beberapa ketika, datang lagi sebuah bas. Bas yg datang tu kosong, tak penuh dan tak seburuk bas yg tadi tapi kali ni awak kata, "Emmm... tak de air-cond...cuaca pulak panas. Lebih baik saya tunggu bas yg lain.

" Dan sekali lagi awak biarkan bas tu berlalu dan awak bercadang utk menanti bas yg seterusnya.
Tiba-tiba awan mula gelap, cuaca semakin mendung dan baru awak perasan yg awak pula dah terlambat rupanya.

Awak mula panik dan terus naik bas yg datang ketika itu, walaupun bas itu tak sebegitu sempurna.
Dan kemudian barulah awak sedar bahawa...awak dah naik bas yg salah. Jadi, selama ni awak dah membazir banyak masa dan wang untuk menunggu apa yg awak nak.

Walaupun yg datang tu adalah bas yang berair-cond, adakah awak dpt pastikan bahawa bas tu tak akan rosak di tengah jalan atau mungkin bas tu tak terlalu sejuk untuk awak? Jadik, mengingini apa yg awak idamkan tu memang tak salah. Tapi, tak salah juga kalau anda sanggup memberi satu peluang pada orang lain, kan? Sekiranya awak dapati "bas" itu tak sesuai dengan awak, apa yg perlu awak lakukan hanya tekan loceng dan turun daripada bas tu.

Tapi...saya pasti awak semua tentu ada pengalaman yg macam ni. Awak nampak sebuah bas datang (tentulah bas yg awak nanti-nanti kan), awak tahan bas tu tapi pemandu bas tu pulak buat tak faham dan pura-pura buat tak nampak awak dan terus berlalu tinggalkan awak!
....Bila ada bas yang lalu melintasi saya macam tu, apa yang saya lakukan ialah BERJALAN!

Bodoh sebenarnya untuk mengejar bas tu sebab setiap kali, awak akan terjatuh dan menyakiti diri awak sendiri.
Jadi, bercinta tu adalah ibarat menunggu bas, sama ada awak nak naik dan beri peluang pada bas tu...semuanya terpulang pada diri awak. Dan bila awak berjalan, awak sebenarnya cuba melarikan diri daripada cinta!

::Suatu ketika dulu aku penah bagi artikel ni pada seseorang..
Love is like waiting for a bus...
hahaha.. bile aku kenangkan balik kenangan dulu nak tergelak pun ade.. Orang itu suatu ketika dulu penah gagal bercinta dan tak percaya pada cinta lagi.. Dan aku juga penah kecewa.. Tapi orang itu membuatkan aku sedar yang aku perlu semakin kuat utk diri sendri bkn untuk org lain.. Org itu penah berkate mcm mane kalau dy hanye nak duduk di bus stop tapi tak maw tahan mane2 bas pn yg lalu.. pastu aku pn ckp la kat org tu.. lau cam tu awak hanya wat keje yg sia2 dan membuang mase.. Hanya menunggu... Then, aku ckp lagi.. Tahan la satu bas yg awk suke.. pastu benti la dkt destinasi yg awk nak.. hmmm.. then, org itu pn cakap saya nak benti dekat Losong boley? ehehe.. Losong?? ayarrkkk... kampung aku la plak.. ce mane nie.. Hint tu.. huhu... Wat pe nak benti kat Losong pegilah blik umah dy kat Jalan epot tu.. Tapi lam hati silonok.. hehehe.. and question to myself.. dy suke aku ke? Aku suke dy la.. sbb dy lain dr org lain.. dy UNIK sket... Matang utk kanak2 ribena cm aku.. ahakksss... Bile aku bace balik artikel nie.. Kenangan tu slow2 dtg blik.. dan wat aku tersenyum sorang2.. and now mmg aku senyum sorang2 pon.. hahahaha.. Orang tu skang dah jadi one part of my life.. My whole life hanye tuk dy.. Tempat seorang isteri hanya disisi suaminya.. Thanks kerna telah menahan bas itu Tengku Izhan Azwar~

p/s Happy anniversary yg ke 5 bulan.. boley ke? ekekeke~~Luv u

13 July 2008

Afham masuk HospitaL!!

Terkezut betul aku bile malam Jumaat (10 Jul) bile che Mok tipon gitaw Afham/si Tencik masuk spital and kene tahan kat ward.. Aku pn xtaw nk cite ce mane sakit Tencik nie.. Siannye kat dy.. Dahla kecik lagi.. xleh nak imagine rase lau aku de kt spital gak tyme tu...

hurmmm.. ekceli ape sbnrnye sakit si Tencik nie.. dy di diognasis ade Hernia atau org panggil pnggil angin pasang.. sian dy.. tak yah le nk explain pnjang2.. Malu lak aku nak cite pnjang2 pasal sakit si Tencik nie..

Semalam aku beru berkesempatan visit Tencik kat HSNZ K.trg.. Hurmm, dy dah nampak sihat sikit.. Demam dy dari 39 dh kebah.. Pastu tgk dkt kaki dy ade misi cucu ape bende ntah nak salurkan ubat trus lam salur darah.. siannye tgk mende alah tu melekat kat kaki dy.. mesti sakit..

Disebabkan, tencik demam doktor takleh nak operate lagi tencik.. hari rabu ni baru doktor nak operate... Che de doakan tencik cepat sembuh ..che de syang tencik..

02 July 2008

Mariana Palavra

Aku di Wisana

Pagi tadi aku pegi jeti assist guest yg aku duk email2. Rupenye minah salleh nie dari Portugal.. Cun gak minah salleh nie. Dy gtau aku dy asal Portugal tapi duk dekat Macau, China.. Huhu.. Rock betul si Maria nie(huh Maria-aku dh blacklist name Maria lam pale otak aku nie lame dah) Aku nak mention name penuh la Mariana lgi sedap dari Maria.. Hahahaha... Nape lak nak blacklist name org nie.. Ngiahahahaha... Suke hati aku la.. Ekekeke.. So meh la kite kembali ke pangkal jalan cite aku nie... Uwwaahh spekeng London aku tadi.. huhu.. Buley ke aku spekeng? Hentam saje la labu!! huahuahua.. So aku introduce la diri aku nie kat dy.. Then aku ajkle dy burak2 gitew.. Amboi ke main aku ekk ajak minah salleh burak2.. Kang dy tnye soalan pelik2 kan, pe aku nk jwb.. ekekeke.. Pastu tetibe lak gtau aku yg dy nak check out dr Wisana kol 3.00pm dy tak nak ferry yg kol 1.00pm tue.. Pastu Sejahtera Ferry nie lak suke hati dy jew nk kensel2 ferry yg kol 3.00pm tu.. Then, aku inform la kt dy.. Muke dy dh len macam dah.. Adeiisss, ce mane nak buat nie.. Si Mariana nie cam dah piss off.. Dy still insist nak check out kol 3.. Celah mane lak aku nk buat nie.. Then, aku pn gtau la si Nazri tu. Fuuhhh.. Lege tul bile si Nazri tu ckp dy boley naik Arjuna Ferry. Nasib baik.. Si Mariana nie brula nk senyum and gelak2 ngan aku.. Kalo tak tadi aku dah cuak dah tak tau nak buat ape.. aku pujuk2 pn x makan.. Aku nie mmg dah fail kalo bab2 pujuk2 memujuk org marah nie.. But, i owez try my best ok.. hehehe.. Tetibe lak aku nie ekk.. huhu So, aku entertain la si Mariana nie sampai la ke pintu ferry. Hope she's enjoy the diving, enjoy the beach, enjoy the vacation. Customer satisfaction is our priority. Uwwahhh.. betul wut.. ekekeke.. Our revoir Mariana.. Hope to see you again next season.. Tu pun lau aku still kat sini lagi.. ekekeke

I Don't wanna Miss a Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

01 July 2008

I'm just 22~ :'(

My dearies blog,
I'm just 22~ I knew nothing~ I'm still in learning~ forgive me,
If I'm making mistakes~
If I'll never understands you
If i ever makes you hurt
If i ever makes you sad If i ever makes you depressed
If i ever ignoring you
If i ever dun treat you very well
If you feel dat I'm not gud enough for you..

My dearies blog,
I'm just 22
If you could know how much of i ever love you..
Nothing in dis world could compare my love
I'm just a lil girl whos trying to be someone dat i've never been before..

Someone dat i long for.. I'm just not gud enough? Am i?
Sometimes i try to run, but to where i heading to
I try to swim,
but regretfully i dun noe how
I try to ask,
but nobody want to listens
I try to cope of everything i wishes for
But it's so hard, It's feels like I'm gasping for my last air

I'm just 22
Sorry for the things I've done
I'm just being me
Is it so hard for you to ever understands me

Is it so hard for you to ever give me chances to be me

I hate my past and i hate yours too..
It's hurt and cut me into deep..

Then i found you..

You bring my life back

Thank God, you the one for me..
The ribs of mine,
the other half of me,
my last piece of puzzle

Thanks for ever listens to

That others didn't..
I promise I'll be yours forever
And we grow old together..

Dedicated to,
The other half of me


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